quote me on that.

'being happy , doesnt mean that everything is perfect. it just means that you decided to look beyond the imperfections.'

spin that ish.


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»o m g

so im thinkin that alot of you may have thought that i had deserted you, but alas i have not! just been very busy! karma's birthday is roughly two weeks from now, and her traveling arrangements are being made as i type. i have been cleaning my house up and down left and right. laundry all day, i feel like im nesting again, but god knows i aint preggo again!, then one of my best friends that i have known for like 9 plus years is coming down on thursday, which is the same day that karma leaves to go to orlando w. her grandpa, the day after my mom goes to panama, hubby's day off, and two days before the big mayweather vs. marquez fight. so clearly my mind is every which flippin way. lls. but i just wanted to let you guys know, that no i havent deserted my blogspot, hell, im on here more than myspace & facebook put together. lls. but anyways show some love and all that good stuff, but i must get back to cleaning, and catching up on all my daily blog reading that i have missed out on! xoxoxo


»v i d e o . t u t o r i al ;* d e n i m . & . k a k h i

»so i posted the fotd at the end of august and i was debating on weither or not to do a video tutorial so i went a head and did one and here it is, oh yeah and i forgot to mention that this look was inspired by a smokey blue eye from michelle phan here, please visit her youtube page, she has soo many useful tips, love her channel!


»t a g . y o u r . i t . !

»TAG YOUR IT!; RULES, just copy this survey, make a new post and answer the questions. post your answers, and get the tagging!
i tag all of you! post your link in my comments section for this post, hell i want to be nosey!
»What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
-last nites events, were fuckin awesome :)
»What did you do last night?
-chilled w. the fiance for his bday.
»What is the most important part of your life?
-family, selective friends, &nd of course, k&b.
»What would you rather be doing right now?
-cloud 9, cause of a slight overdose of painkillers. my fuckin wrist has been killing me for like 3 days now. i couldnt even pick my little cupcake up :(
»What did you last cry over?
-argument w. my mother.
»What is your next day off and how are you going to spend it?
-tomorrow. chillin w. aniya, holly &nd karma. :)
»What always makes you feel better when you are upset?
-listening to some music. mainly; some fuck the world type shit.
»What is the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
»What are you worried about?
-everything. nothing in specific. just everything.
9 Have You Evers:
9. Have you ever liked someone else while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
8. Have you ever had your heart broken?
7. Have you ever been out of the country?
.6. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
4. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
3. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
-im engaged to him :)
2. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
.1. Have you ever got a speeding ticket?
8 Whos:
8. Who was the last person you saw?
-bryan :)
7. Who was the last person you kissed?
6. Who was the last person you texted?
5. Who was the last person to call you?
-karma's daddy
.4. Who is the last person you freaked out on?
-bryan :(
3. Who did you last hug?
-karma&nd bryan.
2. Who did you go with to your 1st school dance?
-milton suarez.7th grade.
1. Who is your best friend?
-i dont neccessarity have best friends. i have a few, selective bomb ass friends, brittza, michelle, rosie &nd holly, in no specific order :)
7 Whens:
7. When was your last shower?
-about to do it now
.6. When did you last see your mom or dad?
-mom; like 2 seconds ago
-dad; back in july.
5. When was the last time you danced?
-couple of hours ago. makin karma laugh.
4. When did you get married, or when do you want to?
-once i finish school in 2 years.
3. When was the last time you cried?
-like a week ago.
2. When did you last go to the movies and with whom?
-like five days ago w. my mom &nd karma.
6 Wheres:
6. Where do your grandparents live?
-ft. myers, fl &nd jacksonville, ak
5. Where did you last hang out?
-bryan's place.
4. Where is your favorite place to be?
-in bed. w. cold ass sheets &nd cold ass pillow.
3. Where did you sleep last night?
-in bryan's arms ♥
2. Where would you like to move?
-new york.
1. Where were you when Princess Diana died?
-dumfries, virginia.
5 Do/Does:
5. Do you like someone?
-clearly past that phase. :)
4. Do you like your vehicle?
-betty gets me where i need to go. period.
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
-naw. wish i had their circumstances, but never wanted to be someone else.
2. Do you have nightmares?-nope.
1. Does the future scare you?-its unexpected; but thats expected, right? oxy moron.right?
4 Whys:
4. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
-been through similar situations, which therefore makes them easy to talk to, and they have known me for a while.
3. Why did you get a MySpace?
-just to follow what everyone else was doing. :)
2. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
-cause they wanted to give me a reason to be a smart ass to people :)
1. Why are you doing this survey?
-cause holly did it. lls.
3 Ifs:
3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
-invisibility, i think.
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
-nope. all things happen for a reason.
1. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
-a fuckin phone, so im not stranded, wtf? lls.
2 Would You Evers:
2. Would you ever get back together with your ex?
-as in karma's dad? nope.
1. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
-yes'sir. ala amber rose. love that bitch :)
1 Last Question:
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
-hell, im breathing. im loved. im a mommie &nd happily taken. a bitch a estatic w. my life. always room for improvement though :)..


»n e w . w e i g h t . l o s s . b l o g . p o s t

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»t h e . r u n d o w n

»so this has been a off week, to say the least.
» pros;
-a bitch finally got a damn job, after being jobless for 3.5-4 months, i finally got a flippin job. :)
-hubby's birthday tomorrow.
and no lie ; thats about it.
» cons;
-hubby was so g.d stressed out about some personal issues that he was having &nd he snapped at me.
-work doesnt start until the 18th
-i have had a undeniable enormous headache that has left me crippling for the last 2 or 3 days
-my left wrist is fuckin killin me, hubby and me tried something new in the bedroom. so yeah.
-im dying to get into school again. but i cant, not until next semester.
-karma's father has been blowing up my phone lately, and is moving closer to us. not a problem as far as being closer to karma but i know rick and he gonna try his luck. hard.
-bills are starting to mount up :(
ugh. my last nite w.o karma, headin to miami tomorrow to get her. tomorrow also starts my first official workout day. check my weight loss blog for the full work out plan. chillin w. the hubby tonite, maybe, im still mad at him, so i told him i will not be going over to his house tonite, but he keeps sending me myspace messages &nd text messages asking, if i dont want to see him at all.
i will go :) but thats all thats going on right now. will definitely keep posting. love yall :)