» u p d a t e s . l o v i e s .

so alot of things have been going on, nothing major, just somethings i would like to keep my bloggers updated on. SCHOOL is right around the corner, thats right after damn there a year and a half out of school, my black ass is finally going back, thank god. im dying to buy new supplies, i am ADDICTED to pens, sad but so true. karma's father, is coming this FRIDAY, yes people,, my hubby is NOT karma's father, though out in public people thing so. the only reason why this is such an issue, first off, karma hasnt seen rick since july, whatever, then he is one of those baby daddies [<--i hate using this term] that feel that regardless of who i am with [cause yes he does know about bryan] that he can get it, naw bra you good. so im setting myself up for that only cause there is the possibility of him staying the night here with all of us, as in my mother, brother and the dogs. me & bryan dont stay with each other. yet. so im like damn, here we go, plus i feel an arguement will ensue. once again, whatever. MAKE UP, i have had some hauls, but i guess nothing i would consider to be too major, i have found my favorite new lip colors via L'OREAL HIP LIQUID LIPSHINE only for them to freakin discontinue it, freakin a man, just may freakin luck, but i guess. lol. BLOGS, i am such a bad blogger on my weightloss blog, i have made a good promise to myself on the list of promises to make that a neccessity, as much as update this blog. i have been awarded two new blog awards, that i must post today. i have been a TWITTER FANATIC, seriously, if im not on here, find me on twitter :) JOBS, i have a job and its great, but im thinkin, it maybe time for another source of income on my part. bryan is still not having any luck in the job department, but once again we hold our heads high and continue to search. NEW MIXTAPES, LOVING THE NEW LIL WAYNE NO CEILINGS, IF YOU HAVENT LISTENED TO IT OR GOTTEN IT GET IT! well my lovies, that is it for now, expect a couple more post today lovies.

» the.rundown.

so once again i have been neglecting all my followers :( SOOO SORRY. between karma & work. i barely have a moments time to myself, cause once she is sleep, the hubby wants to have his time. so i just thought i would share some basic updates w. you guys.

1.karma had her first birthday. so now my lil one is a lil grown women ♥

2.unfortunately in these hard economic times, the fiance lost his job. i been helping him look for one. and its kinda rough out here. but nonetheless, we continue w. out heads held high, and full of hope

3.if most of you know i do have a weight loss blog, which i havent been updating. thats the bad news, the good news, is that i have been losing weight :)

4.i have been working my ass off. i was unemployed since may and just started back work in september, so clearly trying to get that incoming income back, ya dig?

5.seeing as how school is near for me, yay! january to be exact, i figured i would get back into the swing of things, and until january, read at least one book a month. i have novembers book in mind, the malcom x biography, which i will start on the first, december's book. i aint got a clue, suggestions are most definitely accepted! :)

6.i been on this drinking water binge like crazy! as of lately my skin had been going haywire and i felt that it was because i havent been incorporating water in my day to day routine, so needless to say, i have been seeing results.

7.nip/tuck my f'n favoritiest show in the world is coming back in like a day.

i think thats just about it for the time beings. i will try and update on a more regular basis only cause i know between this and twitter, these are slowly beating out myspace & facebook:)

full page makeover

redid the page completely:)tell me what you guys thinks, yall know i care! lls.

»u p d a t e.

-ok, so i know i have been neglecting yall, ugh and im so sorry for that. hell i been neglecting alot lately, i was actually somewhat able to catch up on a little bit of sleep that i have so desperately been needing. so anyways, let me give you guys a quick little run down of my recent events.

-as most of you know, my daughter, karma, has been w. my dad, aka her grandpa, for i want to say a week now, and still doesnt come home til the 27th, boo!

-while on the subbie of karma, her bday is literally right around the corner, the 30th of this month, wont be doing anything til that weekend, thinkin about takin her to miami to visit her father's mother and sister, who have been a major help, outside her father, no need to elaborate.

-a b.f.f came down from ny to fl for like a weekend, and i spent all of 5 or 10 minutes with her, clearly i suck as a bff, but i just been so freakin tired. sorry michelle :( just expect us to make a trip to ny before i start school, to be honest i really want to go up there during the winter, i miss the snow, so damn much

-i finally start my new job today!!! thank freakin god!, months of unemployment, and i finally got a flippin job. closing tonight, aint bad, hell a chick cant complain, at least i have a job, not too many people can say that, especially in this economy.

-bought some new make ups :) so expect some post as well as photos and product reviews, i used some of the products, and needless to say, some of them, were just....yea, not even worth the bargin price i paid for them. more dets. later

- i have been losing weight!, if most of you dont know, i started a weight lost blog, around the first week of this month, i been neglecting that blog, but i will be updating it today before i go to work, so if you havent already done so check it out here.

-latest ipod listening, includes kid cudi's new ish ; man on the moon; the end of days. expect a review of this album, i will give you this heads up now, if you werent feeling kanye's 808s&heartbreaks, then you may just want to stay clear of this album.

-oh and last i forget, halloween horror nights is actually starting or has started, i havent been paying attention but im up in the air about going, i need to save money, but i havent been to it ever, last time i was suppose to go, we got slammed by a hurricane, i.e. i aint go. so who knows...

i believe that is it for the time being, i gotta figure out what im going to wear to work today as well as the make up look for it, so expect a fotd & ootd post tonite. but thats it my lovelies. i promise i wont leave yall hanging like that again :) but as always, i do appreciate every last one of my old as well as new followers. thanks loves ♥

» u p d a t e.

»im so damn ecstatic, why i dont know. just the events that are happening all this week and the beginning of next week :) my bff is headed to fla from ny & i havent seen her in like a year, karma is spending quality time w. grandpa out in orlando for a week plus which means much needed alone time w. the hubby, who has 3 days off, w.th.&f & i start my new job on the 22cd, at this point in time life cant get any better, well let me not say that. cause it truly could, if i won the freakin lotto :) lls. so just a heads up, expect late post & pic heavy post, cause i got a feeling its going to be one of those weekends :)

»t h e . r u n d o w n

»so this has been a off week, to say the least.

» pros;

-a bitch finally got a damn job, after being jobless for 3.5-4 months, i finally got a flippin job. :)

-hubby's birthday tomorrow.

and no lie ; thats about it.

» cons;

-hubby was so g.d stressed out about some personal issues that he was having &nd he snapped at me.

-work doesnt start until the 18th

-i have had a undeniable enormous headache that has left me crippling for the last 2 or 3 days

-my left wrist is fuckin killin me, hubby and me tried something new in the bedroom. so yeah.

-im dying to get into school again. but i cant, not until next semester.

-karma's father has been blowing up my phone lately, and is moving closer to us. not a problem as far as being closer to karma but i know rick and he gonna try his luck. hard.

-bills are starting to mount up :(

ugh. my last nite w.o karma, headin to miami tomorrow to get her. tomorrow also starts my first official workout day. check my weight loss blog for the full work out plan. chillin w. the hubby tonite, maybe, im still mad at him, so i told him i will not be going over to his house tonite, but he keeps sending me myspace messages &nd text messages asking, if i dont want to see him at all.

i will go :) but thats all thats going on right now. will definitely keep posting. love yall :)

»g o o d . m o r n i n ' . s w e e t i e s =)

»'today is the day the lord has made..', amen. clearly if you havent noticed, im thankful & greatful & on the way to church =) just wanted to leave you guys some early type lovin to hold ya over til momma gets out of church.lol.today's major blog is gonna be a nail tutorial cause my damn nails are starting to crack which means they starting to look like boo boo =( which is a big no no, hubby says one major thing that he loves about me &nd has noticed, even back when we were in high school was the fact that i maintained an up keep aka nails hair makeup, sounds superficial, but i know its the truth, cause personal, i know i like someone to take pride in their appearance.not to the point where it becomes an obsession, but you guys catch my drift. especially if we are together =) anyhoo. on another note, karma is 11 months today, which means in 1 more month, my little baby girl will be a tiny grown women, *tear. where did all that time go?, hubby's birthday is actually on the 7th, not sure what to do for his bday. suggestions will be taken! but loves, i must get off of here and get me &nd karma ready for 11 o'clock service, gotta leave a little early cause i gotta stop off &nd get gas =) til then,xoxox

» a . m . u p d a t e. :)

» good morning my lovely followers♥;so palm beach was fun; but i definitely forgot my camera :( anyways, i went into the gucci store & saw the baddest pair of black knee high suade gucci boots, cost? 2 stacks. wowzers. anyways, todays agenda includes;

»chipotle for lunch [yummy :)]

»lil makeup shoppin,

»putting karma down for her nap

» enjoyin a facial mask

might even try out a different hair style :) not sure what style i will go for, but i will figure it out :) now the crummy thing is, i cant find my damn black maxi dress !! :( i been lookin for it for like two days now, to no avail. im goin to find it today, i promise you that! lls. i will be putting up a couple more post today, on my beauty haul of the day, a couple of facial mask/scrub recipies, a swatch of my l.a color eyeshadows, and much more, but now im goin to go look for that damn dress so i can get my day started!

»multiple.subbies

»Job Interview :)
-had one yesterday, joy!; been hunting endlessly, only to finally get a callback, so pray i get it, cause i know i need one!

»New Make Up Bargins;*
- so i was in dollar general the other day for something completely unrelated and to my surprise , i found some e.l.f products! ; normally i only see them in kmart, but apparently dollar general wanted to get in on the action :). i got a eyeliner brush, eyeshadow brush , a foundation brush & some falsies ;all my items were a dollar each!, talk about beauty on a budget! great deal especially for back to school!

»Two Major Countdowns;*
-Karma's first birthday is around the corner.[9.30] & i cant believe my little one is almost one! but i havent the slightest idea of what to do for her birthday! help! leave ideas in a comment here or on my youtube page. thanks in advance. :) another major countdown is school starting, school starts 8.24 for us here in florida, my brother will be entering his senior year, gah. crazy. anywho, there is still time to get some last minute school shoppin in, my favorite spot, citi trends & dd's discount. get name brand clothing [i.e. roca wear, baby phat] for more than affordable prices :) also, many places are having school supply drives for kids, so dont forget to donate! :)

»Halloween Costume Ideas for Kiddies;*
-Even though halloween is damn the 2.5 months away, i was really thinking kinda hard on it. This will be Karma's first official Halloween where she can dress up! and i dont know what she should go as! dont want to do the cliche pumpkin bit, hell i think i was a pumpkin like 3 years in a row, only for my parents to save my costume to tourture my brother :) so any ideas? if so you know where to leave 'em :)

»Halloween Horror Nights;*
-since we are on the subbie of halloween, lets talk major halloween events for the older crowd. Halloween Horror Nights is around the corner! At universal studios, orlando, fl from 9.25-10.31. this years theme is 'ripped from the silver screen' & will be hosted by jigsaw, the wolfman & chucky. buy tickets at any ticketmaster location or directly from the hhn site [www.halloweenhorrornights.com]; florida residents, we get special prices and more especially if you buy them in advance online!

thats it for now; might throw up another post later on tonite. til then; later loves :)