quote me on that.

'being happy , doesnt mean that everything is perfect. it just means that you decided to look beyond the imperfections.'

spin that ish.


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» another blog award! yay!

whoohooo! i have been awarded another blog award via Mz. More @ the glamorous gleam

, if you havent checked out her blog, do so! awesome make up advice, and her little boy is too adorable!

the rules;
-to accept the award, post the award, as well as the person and their bloglink on your page
-pass the award to 15 new blogs that you have discovered.
-dont forget to contact the 15 award recievers to let them know they have been awarded!
& my lovely 15 award winning bloggers are;

follow these blogs, because you were seriously not be disappointed!, will be contacting most thru twitter! congrats lovies!


» a mad baby mama. >:-0

flippin a. my day was damn they almost wrecked before it even started. so karma was suppose to go to w. her dad over to her other grandma's house in miami for the weekend. he was suppose to be leaving this morning, be at my house this afternoon, before i have to go to work @ 530, and then head to his moms house. well last nite, to make sure i packed karma up enough clothes, i text him.

me; hey
him; whats up.
me; nothing. just tryin to make sure karma is all ready to go tomorrow.
him; change of plans. leaving saturday morning.
me; well what time on saturday, cause i have to go to work.
him; early, i dont know yet.

i didnt text him back, only to wake up and see a message from him, last nite, that asked me what i was doing, i told him i went to sleep. when in all actuality, i did, after a bad mouth his ass on twitter, nothing bad, just tellin everyone i cant stand her sperm donor. so i stressed all nite, cause i didnt have a sitter lined up for karma seeing as how, i thought she was gonna be gone, so i stressed to bryan aka the hubby all last night about how ima have to call out from work, i cant believe he did this shit. i freakin hate him, the only good that came from him was my daughter, then he wonders why we cant get along, because he pulls the rug from under me all the time, [we wont get into the previous situations when me & him were living together, that ish was...i digress] so luckily on a whim, as i was lookin for something for my mom at freakin 6 something in the morning, i climed back in bed w. bryan only to remember, once again on a whim i remembered that my brother is off and he usually watches karma whenever im in a bind and he is off. and just my luck, im in a bind and he is off today, can we say thank god?

i try to have a civil relationship w. karma's father, i truly do, but then when he pulls shit like this it makes me wonder why i even wasted my time w. him. but if i hadnt been so naive, or better yet had i truly seen how he was as a person, i highly doubt karma would be here. and thats the god honest truth. but i dont fault karma for he fathers shinanagins. i fault him and him alone, he a grown ass man and he act like this.

smh. my rant is done lovies =)


» u p d a t e s . l o v i e s .

so alot of things have been going on, nothing major, just somethings i would like to keep my bloggers updated on. SCHOOL is right around the corner, thats right after damn there a year and a half out of school, my black ass is finally going back, thank god. im dying to buy new supplies, i am ADDICTED to pens, sad but so true. karma's father, is coming this FRIDAY, yes people,, my hubby is NOT karma's father, though out in public people thing so. the only reason why this is such an issue, first off, karma hasnt seen rick since july, whatever, then he is one of those baby daddies [<--i hate using this term] that feel that regardless of who i am with [cause yes he does know about bryan] that he can get it, naw bra you good. so im setting myself up for that only cause there is the possibility of him staying the night here with all of us, as in my mother, brother and the dogs. me & bryan dont stay with each other. yet. so im like damn, here we go, plus i feel an arguement will ensue. once again, whatever. MAKE UP, i have had some hauls, but i guess nothing i would consider to be too major, i have found my favorite new lip colors via L'OREAL HIP LIQUID LIPSHINE only for them to freakin discontinue it, freakin a man, just may freakin luck, but i guess. lol. BLOGS, i am such a bad blogger on my weightloss blog, i have made a good promise to myself on the list of promises to make that a neccessity, as much as update this blog. i have been awarded two new blog awards, that i must post today. i have been a TWITTER FANATIC, seriously, if im not on here, find me on twitter :) JOBS, i have a job and its great, but im thinkin, it maybe time for another source of income on my part. bryan is still not having any luck in the job department, but once again we hold our heads high and continue to search. NEW MIXTAPES, LOVING THE NEW LIL WAYNE NO CEILINGS, IF YOU HAVENT LISTENED TO IT OR GOTTEN IT GET IT! well my lovies, that is it for now, expect a couple more post today lovies.